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I have been pretty quiet on the site this past month.

At the end of January, Kimiko Nicole von Boetticher, the woman I was dating and then married to from 1990 to 1999 passed away and returned to God/Life/Energy.

I went to the Celebration of her life on February 7th, here are some of my thoughts about my experience at that time . . .

The house was packed with so many people wishing to celebrate Kimiko’s life amongst family and friends.

At the Celebration of Kimiko’s Life, the messages that I continued to hear included . . .

1. Kimiko always made me feel better about myself and my world.
2. When I first met Kimiko, I felt welcome immediately.
3. Kimiko and I had such incredible times together.
4. Kimiko encouraged me, as a woman, to be confident and in touch with the Goddess within me.
5. Kimiko loved the moon and loved the world and loved humanity and mostly loved family.
6. Kimiko was intense and passionate about whatever she focused her attention onto.

And there were also many personal stories that were shared that I had been a part of at the time, but had forgotten in the past ten years after we went our separate ways.

Incredible moving memories!

I feel very honoured that I got to spend 10 wonderful intimate and personal years with the incredible woman we all knew as Kimiko.

I equate the deep relationship I enjoyed with Kimiko, as similar to any long term personal intimate relationship you have enjoyed with another. We all can understand the depth and breadth of connection that personal relationship entails. I feel extremely blessed.

I want to affirm something that many hoped at the event . . .

I know that Kimiko is in bliss. She understands the purpose of her entire journey on Earth with all of us, and the blessings her life gave to us all . . . as well as the blessings we each gave to her, because from her current perspective she understands the oneness of the life experience.

I know that Kimiko is there for all of us when we feel good and feel connected with the Source within us when we are feeling good, joyful, empowered, loving, free, appreciative, dancing, and laughing.

I know that when we feel good, we can feel and experience Kimiko’s presence in our life through good memories remembered, or choosing a sign to see Kimiko’s presence . . . and then soon after seeing that sign and knowing that she is always here with us.

I know that there is only life. There is physical life which we are living. There is non-physical life which Kimiko is fully present with once again. There is communication between these two levels of life experience through good feelings, good memories, and good experiences.

I wish you loving, good feeling connections with All That Kimiko Is, which amplifies your good feeling connection with God in your life.

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After the celebration, I took time to sift through my mementos of our time together. Being an artist and writer, I have a vast collection of works that I created during that time of my life.

After being reminded of the great love we shared, the most apparent thing to me as I remembered our time together was discovering . . . what we can unconsciously close our life to . . . and open again.

I discovered that in our intimate relationship, we made choices that were to help us live fuller lives from our perspective at the time.

From my current perspective, I realize that I closed my heart to other parts of my life with those same choices.

By example, you can say something as simple as . . . the hot weather makes people lazy . . . and with that simple thought you may totally accept the belief that . . . the hot weather makes people lazy . . .

As a result, now everyone in your life can show up as lazy during a spell of hot weather because that is what you have set as your belief.

Through our time together, Kimiko gave me many gifts, this by far is one of the greatest gifts I ever received from her.

What we can unconsciously close our life to . . . and open again.

Through going over my time with Kimiko, I realized that I had unconsciously closed my heart to some things, and consciously to others.

Today I choose to open my heart again to the simple experience of love that is ever present in every experience.

I thank Kimiko for this and all the blessings we shared during ten wonderful years together. She will always be remembered lovingly by those who called her friend or more, like I was very fortunate to.

Blessings,

Barry

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